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Burning Man is a big drug-addled pagan baccanal with
art, fire and naked people. That's what people who haven't been there
think of it. That's because there is some truth to that assessment.
It's also bluegrass and polka and ballet and martinis. It's yoga and
zen and Christian-style footbathing with oils. It's battling it out
in the Thunderdome or taking a quiet walk in the empty darkness of
a moonless night. It's biking slowly across a vast expanse, or zipping
across it on a scooter. It's riding an art car decked out like a pirate
ship, or dropping in by parachute.
Burning Man is so many things that each person's description
of the event is going to be based on the streets they walked down, the art
they interacted with, the people they met and where they chose to spend their
time. It's 30,000 people and 30,000 different experiences.
But there are some things all "Burners" have in common.
We have to survive the desert. We bring shade structures or campers, tents,
beds, generators, coolers, hundreds of pounds of water, food and snacks, chairs
and tarps. Some of us build elaborate camps with huge structures. Others are
more modest with just a tent and minimal shade. Some camps are exercises in
creativity and others are marvelous feats of engineering. For most of us,
rebar, rope, pvc pipe, zip-ties, tarps and duct tape are what protect us from
one of the harshest environments on the planet. Temperature can reach 110
or more degrees during the day and winds up to 70mph cause whiteout duststorms.
Structures have to be built that can withstand the heat, the wind and occassional
rain.
Once we have basic survival handled we obey a few common cultural
edicts. The most important of these is, "Leave No Trace." Everything
we bring has to be removed. We clean our camps daily, picking up stray bits
of wood, pieces of zip-ties, cigarette butts, bottle caps and beer can tabs.
While out around the city we pick up "MOOP" (Matter Out Of Place)
that others have left and so we collect feathers, plastic flowers, and expired
glow-sticks to keep the desert pristine. We do it in part because it makes
cleanup easier for the post-event crews who have to restore the desert to
it's pre-event state in order to meet our obligations to our landlord -- the
Bureau of Land Management. Mainly we do it because it's part of our culture
to keep our environment clean.
We ride our bikes or drive art cars watchful of pedestrians
and avoiding raising dust that could blow into our neighbor's camps. But we
learn to love the dust. It gets into our hair, covers our skin and becomes
a condiment at every meal. We walk on it, breath it, sleep on it. It infuriates
us, frustrates us, and ultimately it becomes part of us. When we return to
our mundane lives, we sometimes find ourselves searching for traces of the
beloved dust in our gear. We sniff it or powder some on ourselves and the
smell and feel of the dust takes us back to a magical time and place.
We want the maximum expression of freedom for ourselves and
so we embrace and are entertained by the expressions of others. We are each
performers in a great circus and also its audience. The more varied our expressions,
the more there is for each of us to experience. Those of us with the resources
build incredible works of interactive art including freestanding works, or
mobile art built on cars, trucks or even busses. Others create beautiful or
outlandish costumes or simply decorate their bodies with paints or nothing
at all.
Some of us perform with fire, spin dance music, tend bar, teach
yoga, lead meditations, give massages, wash people's hair or feet, march in
parades. Others of us contribute by working within the Burning Man organization
with the DPW, Earth Guardians, Lamp Lighters, Emergency Services, or, Rangers.
Rangering is my art. We find creative solutions to the inevitable conflicts
that arise in a population of thousands.
There's no buying or selling. What we create, we give freely.
Being self-sufficient, we have enough to share. We're a community of strangers,
and yet we're more like family than some families. "Welcome home,"
we say to each other, and mean it.
On the Saturday night before labor day, we burn The Man. Why
do we burn The Man? He burns for the college graduate who finally rented his
first apartment. He burns for the teary-eyed young woman, dressed in her wedding
gown, who's fiance didn't show up for their wedding. He burns for our joys,
our sorrows, our hopes and our losses. The Man burns because people like to
see stuff burn.
Into the flames we throw trinkets from our lives: A faded love
letter, a piece of furniture from a dorm room, a photo of a lost loved one,
a useless dusty wedding gown. Then we dance around the flames to mourn an
ending, celebrate a beginning or just for the joy of it.
On Sunday, we burn the Temple. It's a more solumn burn. The
Temple of Honor is a place to say goodbye and mourn those we've lost. This
year we had good reason for mourning. Burning Man had its first death at the
event in our 17-year history. Twenty-one year old San Mateo resident Katherine
Lampman died after falling from a moving art car. She twisted her ankle during
the fall and toppled under the trailer the vehicle was towing. We also had
two plane crashes at the event -- the first on Friday resulted in three serious
injuries. The second crash on Saturday morning resulted in three critical
injuries and the death of the pilot the following Tuesday.
Attending Burning Man is risky. It says so on the back of the
ticket, "You Voluntarily Assume The Risk Of Serious Injury Or Death By
Attending." Nothing lives on the surface of that barren alkali flat we
call, "the playa". There is no vegetation or animal life -- just
miles and miles of cracked, dry lake bed, searing heat and blowing dust. We
cheat death daily just by being there. We build a city out in that hostile,
empty place and we push our limits. With a few tools, a lot of creativity
and our humanity stripped of societal pretenses, we create a rough, rugged,
hand-hewn heaven for ourselves. I overheard one participant relate to another,
"People come out here to this awful place that's very hard on the body
just to have a bit of freedom because there's no place else you can go to
do it."
Two Hundred years ago, pioneers crossed that same desert in
covered wagons looking to create new lives for themselves in the promised
land. We have built the promised land and it's one hell of a party.
(All photos by Bill Clearlake except my portrait by John
Brennan)